When Tomorrow I will Die

          I always remember what my mom used to tell me about her life. She said, “  Life is very short. Its just like yesterday when I was a kid, I used to water our eggplants and feed our pigs every morning and afternoon. I can still remember when I was in high school my close friend court me. I remember how my younger brother Nedi tease me all the time and make me cry.  Now, im 36 and I have blessed a  good husband and 5 lovely daughters. I don’t know when I die, but life is very short.

          One year after my mom died….. She was not ill, she was just sleeping one night together with us and never awake anymore. My dad didn’t even bother finding out why my mom died. For all we know she was not sick. We are all very down and depressed that time.

          Every time I remember what my mom told me, It reminds me how important each time we spend in our life. Each year, month, day, hour, minute, and second we live. Every moment is a chance to live better, to live happy and to live more better person than we are yesterday.

          If you were to ask, What if tomorrow you will die? What would be your answer?

          Probably most of us would say,  I’m not yet ready, I still have lot of things I wanna do in life,, my dreams and plans, I still need to show and say I love you to my mom and dad, brother and sister, my wife and children and friends. Some say, I still want to travel to Italy or Paris, in Rome and other great places. I’m not ready, I never had confession, I never been better person for the past years, I still need to say sorry to some people… And many other reasons….

            Sometimes we forget that we are only borrower of our life, and that we abused our chances. We always spend even much more time for this earthly things than our own family. We worries a lot of things that will come to pass… And its even more sad when we  see people who easily step ones right and dignity, people who kill innocent without conscience.

           Every life is significant in each different way. Its a gift from God. We only live life once, so we ought to do our best as we could while we are still here.We will not come back when tomorrow we will die.

           Its very beautiful to imagine when we are old  and dying, when we have done all the best things in our life, when there are people surround us  that always there to love and care for us. People who always there through good times and bad times.

           Spend more time with your family, show them how much you love them… Don’t waste time, for we never know tomorrow maybe too late. Do a little act of love and kindness each day and you will see how beautiful life will be when you feel love all the time with all the people surround you…

            Ask forgiveness to all people who you owe something and you will find peace. Try not to worry too much and learn how to surrender everything to God. And trust Him for He satisfy your needs.

            If you have live in sins for many years, repent and do your best to stay away from sins from now on…. If you don’t want a change in life now, then when? When you will have little time in the future or maybe too late? Now, is the right time. Change your life, live happily, live with peace and love, and you will never imagine how great your life will be.   And,,, when your dying you can say, ” If I will have another one life, I would always want same life, same me……”